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"wherever love is, I want to be. I will follow it as surely as the land-locked salmon finds the sea." - Jeanette Winterson

I have 6 days off in a row. What am I going to do with myself?

I had an exam this morning, I think it went pretty well. I stayed up late studying last night, and I barely got any sleep. Yuck. The test only took twenty minutes, but I still managed to get a parking ticket. Just my luck. Fortunatly, it is my first ticket from Kent State, so I can waiver it.

I really really really want to cross-stitch this. It's a lot easier than the stuff I've been "working" on, but since I haven't really been stitching anything lately, why not do something easy? It can easily be done in time for me to get a cat. (because thats going to happen).

I wish I had time/energy/motivation to stitch again. =[

"There is not enough room in this car for two indecisive people. Since it's my car, that means you have to make all the decisions!" - Sara

I hung out with Sara today for the first time in weeks. I love that were always able to pick up right where we left off whenever we get the chance to talk. Our lives have changed so much since high school, but when we get together, it's as if nothing has changed at all. We still make fun of the same people (afterall, were still both assholes), still like the same things, still laugh at stupid stuff. I miss my best friend. I often find myself wishing that I had more time to spend with her, and less distance between us. Hopefully things will change when I can drive(!!!).

We went to Giant Eagle so she could buy a pack of gum, use her debit card, and get cash back (she bought a book from me last semester, so she owed me $27.24. She got exact change back. I love her)

Then we ended up at her house (her decision)
Panera (her decision)
Coraline was my choice, but I was shot down
so we went to the mall. (my decision)
Starbucks (her decision)
Then the tractor supply store (my decision we were both devastated that they didn't have baby chicks in this year. what the hell?)

Neither of us are able to make decisions on where to do. It makes car rides very interesting.

Sara: right or left
Me: straight
Sara: I can't go straight. The road ends. Right or left?
Me: straight.
Sara: (turns right) wouldn't you have shit your pants if I had gone straight and ran right into that building?

drama. more than anything.

get over yourselves. please?

apparently, to move forward, i must relive my past.

Last night was movie night with my bffs. haha. I drank three redbulls and a can of coke, and i still managed to doze off. Caffeine is worthless. Anyway, it was an amazing night spent with amazing people. Running through the snow with H's dogs was fun, i need to start doing that with Moki more. Poor kid never gets to leave the house. We watched Kiss Kiss Bang Bang, which is a movie i have seen before and loved, and be kind rewind, which was... interesting. I'm not a fan. It's the first Jack Black movie I have seen that I didn't enjoy. Then we hung out until 9 this morning just talking.

New Year = New Me? This year, I'm going to make sure of it. I couldn't have asked for a better way to welcome in the new year. Just Sara, Claire and I, playing card games. The more Sara and I drank, the more fun it became.

Sara ended up eating carpet. She straight-up passed out. Not that I didn't. I had a nice conversation with my brother first. Were always best friends when alcohol is involved. He's great when its not involved too.

Movie night tonight with the three musketeers. Can't wait. We keep putting it off. But it's going to be awesome, now that it is finally happening.

New Years Resolution Number 1: Learn a few kung fu moves.